how · much · more · satisfaction · can · i · get?

My feelings are on the verge of breaking down when gen told me that we are receiving our olevel chinese result yesterday. I knew i wasn't going to score v well. So, upon receiving, i cried. How could i possibly scored the same as x? Gosh.  Oh please, X chinese is like chicken. Oh my gawdd. That was seriously insulting. Plus x got distinction for oral. I was like wth. I cried not because of scoring a B3 but because scoring a score which is the same as X.
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Anyway, today i had my 0lvl english oral. Which i think i screwed it up too. Anyway, it's over.
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Oh, and sorry for the people that i've offended this few days. Wasn't in a v good mood. Look at my dark eye bag and you'll know why. Bye. I seriously need a miracle.

Ohmygawdd! I totally went crazy today after our eyes met.
GOsh.
He looked up, then i looked down. Both of us turned away.
AHHHHHHHHH!!!
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I kept complaining  to hungann and gen about B.
Hungann said that B is shy. But i don't think so.
Gen said that i shouldn't listen to hungann because he's not a guy. Yah, haha.
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During history gen told me something which bothered me alot.
She said," A told her that B won't be together with someone that is older than him".
Hmm, I new it all along but still v v v v sad. 
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BYE.

 

My Chemical Romance - Disenchanted

Well I was there on the day
They sold the cars for the queen,
And when the lights all went out
We watched our lives on the screen.
I hate the ending myself,
But it started with an alright scene.

It was the roar of the crowd
That gave me heartache to sing.
It was a lie when they smiled
And said, "you won't feel a thing"
and as we ran from the cops
We laughed so hard it would sting

Yeah yeah, oh

If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long?
(night long, night long)
And will it matter after I'm gone?
Because you never learned a goddamned thing.

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to you

I spent my high school career
Spit on and shoved to agree
So I could watch all my heroes
Sell a car on tv
We've got the obvious team,
we'll show 'em what we all mean.

Yeah yeah, oh

If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long?
(night long, night long)
And will it matter long after I'm gone?
Because you never learned a goddamned thing.

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to you

So go, go away, just go, run away.
But where did you run to?
And where did you hide?
Go find another way...

Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah
You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to you, come on

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to you

At all, at all, at all...
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Sunday.
out with chongyi to orchard.
shop.
photos will be upload v soon. 
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I love mondays. 
Saw him today during PE lesson, after school and after EC lesson. 
I don't want.  AHHHHHHHH.
Hate his friends, like him ):

Ahhhhh~ im so into him^^.

Pictures taken long time agn. Not in order.
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BYE.

Is not as if i like you too. Thank You. Ass.
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Bye going swimming with cy.

Firday,  met up with weizhang and his friends at bishan. Went to his Beauty saloon open ceremony at Bishan. BLah blah blah. Then saturday, stayed at home. Then sun, I forgot. Then mon, home to do homework. Then today, pangseh junjie for dinner. BYE. HAPPY LABOUR DAY!
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I changed my URL for blogger. Anyway, thats all the past. But if you wanna go see. Here's the URL : http://rainechen.blogspot.com